Things on my mind:

-Apparently every relationship for me somehow ends up with the person I’m dating not talking to me all day everyday until like 7 or 8 at night, even if I send them little love notes throughout the day. And slowly not having time for me, when they always made time before.

-I’m trying to spend as much time with you as I can before we go back to school since we’ll probably only be able to see each other on weekends. We have normally 1 day off together a month and I wish you wanted to spend that time with me instead of doing other things.

-Seriously though, what’s wrong with me? Why does this kind of thing always happen? I understand people are busy and whatnot, but I’m always capable of doing this. It takes two seconds to say “hope you’re having a good day, when are you busy this week? Love you”

-I guess I’m just too needy and annoying. I expect relationships to always stay the same as they were in the first few months instead of expecting them to die down. But I just want the small things I do reciprocated. I just feel like they never are for some reason..

-I really want to get you a telescope for your birthday but I don’t know where to get a decent one from.

-School starts in 13 days. I’m glad to be going back. I’ll be going everyday, starting at 8, getting done around 11 or 12.

-I plan on paying for my tuition from now on instead of taking out loans.

-Taking an LOA from Target makes me kind of sad.

-I also plan on moving in with Cody after this semester, hopefully.


Things on my mind:

-Apparently every relationship for me somehow ends up with the person I’m dating not talking to me all day everyday until like 7 or 8 at night, even if I send them little love notes throughout the day. And slowly not having time for me, when they always made time before.

-I’m trying to spend as much time with you as I can before we go back to school since we’ll probably only be able to see each other on weekends. We have normally 1 day off together a month and I wish you wanted to spend that time with me instead of doing other things.

-Seriously though, what’s wrong with me? Why does this kind of thing always happen? I understand people are busy and whatnot, but I’m always capable of doing this. It takes two seconds to say “hope you’re having a good day, when are you busy this week? Love you”

-I guess I’m just too needy and annoying. I expect relationships to always stay the same as they were in the first few months instead of expecting them to die down. But I just want the small things I do reciprocated. I just feel like they never are for some reason..

-I really want to get you a telescope for your birthday but I don’t know where to get a decent one from.

-School starts in 13 days. I’m glad to be going back. I’ll be going everyday, starting at 8, getting done around 11 or 12.

-I plan on paying for my tuition from now on instead of taking out loans.

-Taking an LOA from Target makes me kind of sad.

-I also plan on moving in with Cody after this semester, hopefully.


Let’s make the Flubber movie cover the most reblogged picture on Tumblr.

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thewinchesterswagger:

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HOW IS THIS THE FIRST TIME I’VE SEEN THIS IT’S ALMOST AT 10 MILLION WTF

Yes let’s do it for him.

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Shitty quality. But I love all the tones I can get out of my Fender B-Dec. #chickswhoplaybass


Haven’t had a beer in like.. Probably close to a year.

This was a bad idea.


I’m not used to being told that I’m loved. I’m not used to someone wanting me to stay the night or someone who wants to make me breakfast in the morning. I’m not used to someone wanting to be around my family and wanting to get to know them. I’m not used to having in depth conversations with someone, I’m used to a one sided conversation. I’m not used to not arguing. I’m not used to not being emotionally neglected. I’m not used to being a priority, I’m used to being a back-up option if nothing else works out. I’m not used to someone wanting to plan for the next year with me. I’m not used to someone wanting to move in with me.

I’m not used to any of this. I forgot what it felt like. I’m not too if sure I’ve ever felt this way. You give me all of this, and I love you for it. So much.

But I fear that one day, I will begin to not appreciate you like I do now. I’m afraid of becoming so used to having all of this that I will just assume that I’ll always have it, and one day, it’ll just be gone. Or the other way around.

I never want that to happen.


emeraldsplash:

no one man should have all that power

emeraldsplash:

no one man should have all that power


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Chris Perceval IG : @chris_perceval

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Chris Perceval
IG : @chris_perceval


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"I destroyed myself because of you."

-Six Word Story (via faded-and-dreaming)

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Things on my mind:

  • I haven’t done one of these in a while, but I feel the need to purge my mind of everything that’s on it.
  • People have told me that going back to school after taking some time off would be difficult, but I’m actually pretty excited to go back. I originally went to Villa Maria for a semester, but decided that I didn’t really like it there and that I could get the same education for a cheaper price, so I’m deciding to just go to ECC this upcoming semester. I’ll be majoring in business just so that in the future, I can advance further at my current job, because I love working at Guitar Center and I would love for this job to become a career. 
  • I will probably take a leave of absence from Target once school starts so that I’m not working every single day like I do now. 
  • I’ll be paying my loans back as I go to school so that I won’t be completely overwhelmed once I finish. 
  • I’ve come to realize that I don’t really have any close friends and that I haven’t for a while. I mean, I see Courtney every now and then, and Zack and Wendy whenever they want to do something, but I don’t have anyone that I talk to on a daily basis, and I kind of like it that way. It gets lonely at times, but oh well.
  • There seems to be nothing left here for me other than old memories that I would rather not hang on to, and I would like to move away within the next year, or two, or so. Possibly to Pittsburgh. I like it there because it’s a nice city that isn’t dirty and polluted the way you might think of New York City or Buffalo. 
  • Lately, I feel super depressed. I’m not sure as to why. I guess I just feel like I have my future figured out and I’m taking steps to get where I want to be, so there’s no excitement with anything anymore. 
  • I wish his ex-girlfriend would leave him alone. I wish I didn’t have to feel this way in every relationship I start. I hate girls. So much. 
  • Why doesn’t anyone ever miss me the way that they miss other people? I’ve never had that problem with anyone else I’ve ever dated, yet everyone I date always has someone missing them. It makes me feel extremely insecure, especially after everything that happened with my last relationship. I was constantly paranoid and felt like an unlovable person, and I don’t know how not to feel that way about myself. It sucked having to walk away from someone that I loved so much, along with their family, but I couldn’t put myself through that anymore. I’m terrified to have to do that again. 
  • Courtney tells me that I should try to be alone for a while, but she doesn’t understand that I’ve felt alone for a very long time. I’ve been doing what I’ve wanted, hanging out with who I wanted to hang out with, making plans for the future to live alone, constantly feeling like a burden and knowing eventually that I would just be left behind again. Constantly knowing that the only place that relationship was going was towards a break-up and towards us being strangers. I wanted love and to be in love, I wanted a future with someone, I wanted future plans to happen with someone, big or small. I wanted years of dating to add up to something and mean something and that didn’t happen. I don’t want to feel alone anymore. 
  • My mom is doing good for herself, I guess. She goes out a lot, it bothers me. She doesn’t understand why this whole thing going on with my step-dad bothers me. She says it’s none of my business, and I guess it’s not, but I want to be able to look up to my mother, and sometimes it’s difficult. I want her to do better for herself- get a full time job, support herself and my younger sister, and maybe not go out every weekend. I can’t talk to her about the things that bother me, she just gets upset about it and doesn’t want to talk to me. I don’t see her much anymore. 
  • I’ve lost about 7 pounds, which is cool. I don’t eat much, I never have time to.
  • It’s so easy for me to save money considering all I’ve been doing is working, so I don’t have time to spend my money. 
  • It’s late, and I should probably sleep. Goodnight.

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