It’s going to be $500 to fix my car. There’s a fourth of my savings. There’s nothing major wrong with it, I just need to replace a part just so it will pass inspection. I have to take it in Tuesday. I start school on Tuesday. I’m so stressed out. I still need books. Don’t know what’s going on with financial aid.

Thank you so much for saying you’ll stay over Monday and drop me off in the morning even when you have an interview right after. Even when you live 40 minutes away from me and an hour from my school. I’m glad your staying over tomorrow too and we can spend some time alone. I need it.

Nick only scheduled me 2 days next week. I’m kind of happy about that since I need to get used to going to school again. It sucks taking a cut in hours, though.

UGH.


  • Bought a Chromebook today! Best $250 I’ve spent in a while.
  • School starts in 6 days. 6. Days.
  • Tomorrow is my last long day, which is only 10 hours between both jobs. I’m used to 13, so tomorrow won’t be too bad. 
  • Monday will be my last day at Target before my LOA starts. I’m kind of sad. In October, it’ll be three years!
  • It makes me happy that we can sit out on your deck and play chess for hours and then read for the rest of the night. I love doing things like that with you.
  • I’m also happy that you want to go camping with us! (:
  • Summer is almost over, I didn’t really do too much. 
  • I still have to buy books for school. So expensive. 

Things on my mind:

-Apparently every relationship for me somehow ends up with the person I’m dating not talking to me all day everyday until like 7 or 8 at night, even if I send them little love notes throughout the day. And slowly not having time for me, when they always made time before.

-I’m trying to spend as much time with you as I can before we go back to school since we’ll probably only be able to see each other on weekends. We have normally 1 day off together a month and I wish you wanted to spend that time with me instead of doing other things.

-Seriously though, what’s wrong with me? Why does this kind of thing always happen? I understand people are busy and whatnot, but I’m always capable of doing this. It takes two seconds to say “hope you’re having a good day, when are you busy this week? Love you”

-I guess I’m just too needy and annoying. I expect relationships to always stay the same as they were in the first few months instead of expecting them to die down. But I just want the small things I do reciprocated. I just feel like they never are for some reason..

-I really want to get you a telescope for your birthday but I don’t know where to get a decent one from.

-School starts in 13 days. I’m glad to be going back. I’ll be going everyday, starting at 8, getting done around 11 or 12.

-I plan on paying for my tuition from now on instead of taking out loans.

-Taking an LOA from Target makes me kind of sad.

-I also plan on moving in with Cody after this semester, hopefully.


Things on my mind:

-Apparently every relationship for me somehow ends up with the person I’m dating not talking to me all day everyday until like 7 or 8 at night, even if I send them little love notes throughout the day. And slowly not having time for me, when they always made time before.

-I’m trying to spend as much time with you as I can before we go back to school since we’ll probably only be able to see each other on weekends. We have normally 1 day off together a month and I wish you wanted to spend that time with me instead of doing other things.

-Seriously though, what’s wrong with me? Why does this kind of thing always happen? I understand people are busy and whatnot, but I’m always capable of doing this. It takes two seconds to say “hope you’re having a good day, when are you busy this week? Love you”

-I guess I’m just too needy and annoying. I expect relationships to always stay the same as they were in the first few months instead of expecting them to die down. But I just want the small things I do reciprocated. I just feel like they never are for some reason..

-I really want to get you a telescope for your birthday but I don’t know where to get a decent one from.

-School starts in 13 days. I’m glad to be going back. I’ll be going everyday, starting at 8, getting done around 11 or 12.

-I plan on paying for my tuition from now on instead of taking out loans.

-Taking an LOA from Target makes me kind of sad.

-I also plan on moving in with Cody after this semester, hopefully.


Let’s make the Flubber movie cover the most reblogged picture on Tumblr.

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HOW IS THIS THE FIRST TIME I’VE SEEN THIS IT’S ALMOST AT 10 MILLION WTF

Yes let’s do it for him.

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Shitty quality. But I love all the tones I can get out of my Fender B-Dec. #chickswhoplaybass


Haven’t had a beer in like.. Probably close to a year.

This was a bad idea.


I’m not used to being told that I’m loved. I’m not used to someone wanting me to stay the night or someone who wants to make me breakfast in the morning. I’m not used to someone wanting to be around my family and wanting to get to know them. I’m not used to having in depth conversations with someone, I’m used to a one sided conversation. I’m not used to not arguing. I’m not used to not being emotionally neglected. I’m not used to being a priority, I’m used to being a back-up option if nothing else works out. I’m not used to someone wanting to plan for the next year with me. I’m not used to someone wanting to move in with me.

I’m not used to any of this. I forgot what it felt like. I’m not too if sure I’ve ever felt this way. You give me all of this, and I love you for it. So much.

But I fear that one day, I will begin to not appreciate you like I do now. I’m afraid of becoming so used to having all of this that I will just assume that I’ll always have it, and one day, it’ll just be gone. Or the other way around.

I never want that to happen.


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no one man should have all that power

emeraldsplash:

no one man should have all that power


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Chris Perceval IG : @chris_perceval

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"I destroyed myself because of you."

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